Reflections

I use to be such a sad, sad girl. 

And I’m happy to say I’m not anymore. From time to time, I get down about some things. It’s hard for me to let stuff go-I feel obligated to make situations right and set things straight. I’m a people-pleaser. I don’t like stepping on other people’s toes.

But I’m not a settler. 

I’m anxious and a little restless. There’s a breeze rustling in my sails. The winds of change are blowing. And maybe this feeling that I’m experiencing in my stomach, in the pit of my soul is just a mental feeling. But it feels good. It feels damn good. 

My insecurities still exist, but the strength and hold they had over me is fading. I’m shedding my skin, growing my wings, learning to fly and sinking to swim. 

I really like this energy I’m channeling and I’m looking forward to seeing where it will lead me in the next few months. They always caution you to not look back-but back is what got me to here. And right here, right now feels amazing.

Gone is the girl of yesterday.